Fatso gone missing .... again

Yes, you read it right.  Fatso has gone missing.  Second time since last Sunday.  It has been Fatso's dream to keluar ber-galavanting outside.  Hari-hari kalau keluar kat balcony, dia akan pandang je orang lalu-lalang nak ke parking or nak pi swimming pool.  Kalau dengar suara orang bercakap kat luar, dia akan cepat-cepat lari keluar ke balcony.  Aku tak kisah sangat for as long as he knows his way back.  Tapi en. hubby selalu tak bagi.  Dia akan marah kalau kami biar Fatso keluar rumah.  Lately ni bila Fatso dah pandai keluar terus dari balcony ke atas walkway roof, en. hubby suruh tutup sliding door.  Mana boleh??? Aku jadi claustrophobic.  So, kami bukak juga sliding door tu sikit.  Sunday hari tu dia dengan bangga dirinya telah melepaskan diri.  Masa tu en. hubby tengah tido, so kami tak la worry sangat.  Dah lama dia tak balik, aku and kakak terpaksa la pi cari.  Satgi big boss bangun mesti kena 'machine gun' (adik punya term kalau aku kena berleter). Sampai ke swimming pool kami cari, siap panggil-panggil nama lagi.  Tak jumpa pun, tak tau dia pi rendevous kat mana.  After more than 3 hours missing, masa aku tengah nak bagi salam solat isyak, aku ternampak kelibat dia masuk bilik.  For the record, Fatso memang suka masuk bilik aku walaupun aku ni tak mesra kucing sangat.  Dia akan tunggu aku solat.  Sweetttt laa at times... Kami pun bising2 kat dia masa tu.  That was Sunday.  Last night dia sebok gak nak keluar ikut sliding door tu.  Aku yang bukak sliding door tu sikit - rasa aku kalau Fatso pandai dia mesti lepas punya.  Last I saw him sleeping when adik was on the phone and kakak dah bermimpi bulan bintang.  Bila everybody dah naik tidog, I assume he was still downstairs. My assumption was wrong coz the whole night aku tak dengar bunyi loceng dia pun.  When I woke up at around 4.30 am for our normal ibadah routine, aku rasa pelik dia tak ikut masuk toilet and tunggu aku solat.  When I went down for breakfast - I was 100% confirmed that he has gone out through the balcony.  Aku buat announcement kat adik, then kat kakak - "Fatso is gone.... again".  Wow, it sure does not surprise anyone! Adik punya expression is like .. owh, ok.  Kakak came to me after 5 minutes of my announcement asking - Fatso is gone... again?  Sungguh la depa nih - tak prihatin langsung! Kesian kat Fatso.  Aku cuma tunggu en. hubby bangun nak announce.  Kena announce the right way lah, nak2 pak cik tu baru bangun tidog.  Nak mati? kalau aku tiba2 naik hantu kata Fatso hilang!.  Haishhhh... And lepas baca doa sikit2, kejut en. hubby and cerita pasai Fatso yang menghilangkan diri, keluar lah soalan "you bukak the sliding door ke?".  Aku  dengan bangganya jawab "Sikit je.. lagipun kesian Fatso dok terperap dalam rumah.  Kita pun boleh jadi sasau kalau dok rumah tak keluar-keluar.  Tak pe, satgi I letak his food and water kat balcony - kot2 dia balik".  Huhhh..panjang jawapan aku. With that answer, aku keluar bilik, so dia tak dak time nak soal balik.  Ha, ha.... enough of Fatso.  Harap2 dia balik later.  If not, hopefully sesiapa yang jumpa dia bela dia elok2.  Kesian, Fatso....

Fatso tido keletihan selepas balik dari menghilangkan diri last Sunday.

Ada orang tu, baru start practical training first day yesterday, balik malam tadi terus flat.  Sampai masa share dinner dengan aku, mata dia merah macam bijik saga.  Dia kata letih and ngantuk sangat2.  Haishhhh...baru first day at work!  Baru tau macam mana aku rasa - dah 30 tahun kerja!   Walaupun penat, aku tak pernah go off to sleep without making sure everybody is settled.  Aku cuma akan terlelap bila aku tau semua dah ok.  Seingat aku memang tak pernah aku tidog dulu without saying or hearing them say goodnight, assalamualaikum and love you.... Tu ucapan standard anak-anak aku, macam built-in micro-chip!

Somebody misses someone real bad... Yes... counting the days.  Anyway adik, selalu ingat pesan mummy.  Nak tenang - ingat Allah, solat, zikir, baca quran.  Loving and missing someone is not wrong and I will not stop you.  But you need to keep all your focus intact.  You have a dream to realize.  Chart you life accordingly and you will be on the right track, insyaAllah.  Mummy selalu doakan anak-anak bahagia dunia dan akhirat.  Irfan, if you are reading this - this advice goes to you as well.


Half a day gone .... cepat kan masa berlalu?  May all our dreams and wishes come true.  And syukur alhamdulillah for another day of our life....

"now I got to join adik taking pic in the morning??? haishh.."

as usual ....

"When you are lonely, remember that it's true - someone somewhere is thinking of you"