Monday, July 2, 2012

Mixed feelings....

Things were a little bit out of place this morning.  Woke up late  - 5-ish.  It was very late for me.  Aku nak makan soq, and kena kejut kakak also sebab dia pun nak puasa.  I told adik tak payah puasa today sebab she was not well last night.  Aku bagi dia medicine for throat, and sapu balm panas kat leher and belakang before dia tidor.   Bangkit lambat ni semua gara-gara bola awal pagi tadi.  Bukan aku tengok, tapi en. hubby yang plan nak tengok.  So with the TV and lights on, aku terjaga banyak kali.  Asal orang jerit kat TV aku terjaga.  Sampai pening kepala.  Anyway, alhamdulillah sempat soq (minum saja) and ambik supplement.  Just had enough time for witir before subuh.  Bangun tadi adik nampak dah ok healthwise.  Heart-wise tak tau. Kita tengok esok lusa... We had a deal and syukur alhamdulillah, so far she holds on to the deal. Sejuk hati bila tengok dia tetap akan bangun awal-awal pagi melakukan segala amalan sunat walau penat macam mana pun.  Selalu aku ingatkan dia - segala-gala dalam tangan Allah, the obsolute.  Bukan kita yang tentukan.  Minta yang terbaik, insyaAllah kita dapat yang terbaik kalau kita selalu ingat padaNya.  Adik, I am always here for you.  Love you both and my prayers for you always.  Thank you for this marissayasmine.blogspot.com/2012/07/goodbye-is-the-hardest-of-them-all.html.  Sangatlah sweet and touching....

packing for her outstation trip
Today aku memang rasa letih semacam, sangat-sangat letih.  A full weekend.  But I am glad I made my loved ones happy.  

Nothing much happening today.  Finishing all outstanding tasks.  Kakak is away travelling to Kerteh, so tonight it's just us.  No wonder aku rasa sunyi and sedih semacam - the incomplete feelings.  Haishhh.. dia balik esok la.  Actually I am not emotional because of that.  It's just I do feel sad today.  Dari pagi tadi sebenarnya.  Maybe sebab aku terlewat bangun pagi tadi kot.  

Wish all a good week ahead.  


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